Down from the hill, down to the world go I

Last 2002, I watched my first UAAP game on TV because of my brothers... That Gec Chia buzzer beater shot against UE made me fall in love with him and ever since then, I wanted to go to Ateneo for college (YES, BECAUSE OF GWAPO CHINESE BOYS)

After 10 long years, I finally graduated from the school I always want to be in (with two gwapo Chinese crushes haha). It was not an easy journey but as I always say, it definitely was worth it. I got through the super stressful enlistments in Aisis (Especially since I'm always last batch), the terror profs that made me learn so so much (Fr. Dacanay for the win) and all the sleepless nights (Ehem, thesis). I surely got through all these because of the friends who shared all these with me. Also, the family that supported me all the way :) I would have not graduated if I was alone and I could not imagine college without them.

So thank you to all the people who make up my Ateneo life. Thank you Batch 2012 and congratulations.

  

  

 

Ending 2010 not with a fizzle but with a BANG

I was thinking about 2010 and I thought it was really uneventful then I realized it was in fact, FCKING AWESOME! A lot happened and it will forever stay in my LTM. Great time with family, friends and myself. ;) I have a very colorful planner this year and I’ll share it with you guys lol.

This year’s bests…

• New crush. If you know me that well, you’ll know that I don’t get crushes easily LOL.
• Ate Kate got married. Amazing beach wedding.
• That night before hell week parties. I won’t forget how tipsy I am when I arrived Anjo’s birthday. And yes, they said I told things……
• ILC Baguio.
• Sweet birthday. I AM FREAKING 20 YEARS OLD L
• Gabaldon! I would never forget this place; the view, the batis and the people.
• I GOT DRUNK FOR THE FIRST TIME. WON’T ELABORATE :( But awesome time with friends and I love love them for taking care of me…. awwww. haha!
• That Sofitel sleepover with my high school friends.
• WORLD CUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you Iker Casillas!
• New president: Noynoy Aquino. First time to vote.
• USHER CONCERT. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
• Derf’s: TR’s new tambay place.
• FATHER DACANAY!
• WOHOOO BLUE EAGLES J First and last season to support our blockmate, Jek.
• New baby in the family, Baby Jam.
• More Gawad Kalinga builds.
• Gossip Girl and Glee are back. YAY.
• First lotto experience.
• A Christmas to remember♥
• TAGAYTAY OVERNIGHT. BEST NIGHT EVERRRRRR.
• At your service, YES. (JEEP)
• TUMBLR.

This year’s worsts…

• Experimental Psychology, F YOU.
• FATHER DACANAY LOL.
• Worst semester ever (3rd year, 1st sem).
• Issues.
• Got drunk.
• NO MONEY.
• Still FOREVER ALOOOOONEEE. LOL LOL LOL.

OH GOSH. Really, this year was okaaaaayy. This year was a time of bonding with friends I love and of course, my family. More drinking J Goodbye weird allergies. Tumblarity’s gone = Less drama. Chuck and Blair, ‘nuff said.

My hell-est sem in words

Sorry for being so busy this sem, not my fault that tumblr has been such a distraction! LOL. So this is THE BLOG ABOUT MY HELL-EST SEM TO DATE.

I'm really happy that this semester is over. It's just liberating! It was my stressing semester to date.

Maybe it was because of experimental Psychology, which was really really really full of loads. No more lab reports every week, readings for Philo, Friday quizzes for Theo class and all the stress. Wow, I don't really know what to blog about. Haha! I am just so happy that I am free from all the stress...

.... but I am so nervous about my grades. I really think I will fail my Experimental Psychology lab class. I did a lot of mistakes this sem and most of those mistakes, I did during my Expe Psy lab class. It's just so so sad. If I fail this sem, it will be my first F of my whole life and I am SRSLY gonna be sad for a long time but I know I'll get over it. I am just worried on how I'll tell my parents about it and how will this F give me such a big hassle. OH WELL.

Basta this sem was just sorta awesome. I am happy that I survived Fr. Dacanay's class. I know I will not fail that class because when I computed my grades, I have a 1.70 something without the finals and the paper so yehey! At least I can have a D even if I fail both requirements. Haha! And I got an A for Physio. WOHOOO.

Expectations before school started:

Theology C+

Philosophy B+

Expe (lab) B

Expe (lec) B

Physiology B+

Cog Psy B+

Expectation before grades come out:

Theology C

Philosophy B

Expe (lab) F :(

Expe (lec) C

Physiology A

Cog Psy B

This is what I think. I really hope for a miracle about my Expe Lab. :(

What else? I WANT A DRINK PLEASE?

I can't wait for the sleepover with my high school friends! Drink drink drink. Nomnomnom!!!! :)

Desserts is STRESSED spelled backwards.

I miss blogging and I feel like I'm neglecting this blog because of tumblr and school works. Yes, tumblr comes first. JOKE! Anyways, I'm gonna rant about how stressed my life is these past few months and some random stuff.

Life as a third year student is not like a walk in the park. We all have super heavy work loads and it is killing us. I realized that because my TR block does not 'tambay' anymore. No more secwalk people and no more I'm-gonna-leave-my-bag-in-secwalk-because-my-blockmates-are-there days. I miss the good old days lol.

SECWALK. I miss staying here. This used to be TR's tambay place for 2 years. When I pass by there now, there's no more familiar faces that I'll see. Although are names are still there, tee hee! :)) My tambay place now is the Rizal Library or Matteo first floor. LOL. BOO. No more tambay sem(hindi lang tambay week haha!). AWW.

ESCALER. We also used to stay here for a while. 2nd year, 1st sem. It's because of the super hot weather that's why we decided to tambay here. LOL. Tirso, ftw! :)) But we got kicked out because they found out we were eating there. There was a time that a No loitering sign was placed there. haha! :)

MATTEO UP. Freshies tambay place. lol. First few weeks of 1st year, 1st sem. 'nuff said.

Wulah lang, I just miss tambay-ing. I want to tambay again but I can't because of all the things I need to do. BOO.

Stress of my life:

1. EXPERIMENTAL PSYCHOLOGY. It is killing me and the other Psych majors out there. We have quizzes every meeting, lab reports every week, long tests and all those shiznits. Every time I see Psychology majors around ADMU, all we talk about is how stressing Expe Psy and how it's taking over our lives. I can't go out anymore because of the papers we have to do. I am just happy now because there's no lab yesterday because of the Feast of St. Ignatius so I am super thankful for St. Ignatius :D

2. THEO. I need to make up for all the low quizzes I've been getting from Fr. Dacanay. I need to do well in the quizzes because I think I'm getting a low grade on the orals on Tuesday. GOSH, I'M SO NERVOUS. Good thing ADMU won last yesterday against NU. WHOOO.

3. PHILO. TOO much readings. NUFF SAID.

4. PHYSIO. OW gosh. The class is fun and Ma'am Ang is really really nice BUT the subject is just not so my type. LOL. I hate science. I also need to make up for my 1st long test. I am not satisfied with my grade. :|

THAZ IT. Thank you Cognitive Psychology for not giving us too much stress! :)

K.

Other random stuff:

1. UAAP. I just hope they get into the Final four. Kahit hindi champions, basta Final 4 so that Fr. Dacanay will be less angry. LOL. When I was watching the first ADMU game against FEU, I can't feel the hype anymore. I dunno why, all the players I love graduated already. Aww. I'm just watching UAAP now to get updated because Fr. might give a bonus question again. LOL.

2. GAWAD KALINGA. Body hurts because of the build yesterday but I miss this kind of feeling.

1st death anniversary of Cory Aquino. Time really flies so so fast eh?

K. WALANG KWENTANG POST. UGH.

I want to update this blog before school starts. I'm enjoying my last week of summer, UHH. I'm not really enjoying it but whatduhell, I have no choice so yeh! Haha! :)) These are just some of the things I did during the past few weeks that I'd like to share with you guys!

K, game. *looks at my planner.* lol.

1. WORK. For those who doesn't know, I had work this summer in our family business. Well, I did not really work because I did not do much but an allowance of P 115 a day was okay lol.

2. GABALDON BUILD. I joined the build last May 21-23 because the Vigan trip got cancelled. UGH. Anyways, it was all a-okay because I enjoyed the build. I met new friends and I got to know a new community where my brother and sister-in-law were famous lol. It was a very inspiring and moving experience for me :)

3. SINING's 3rd BIRTHDAY. I just love this kid so much. Even if she's turning into a brat. LOL. It was a simple get together. Yummy dinner and fun fun fun night. :)

4. MOVIE DATES. I had one with Kuya Justine and JR and another one with Patricia. The sitch with Kuya Justine is that he just broke up with his girl a few weeks ago. I felt sad because I'm close with Ate Kat and I was with her during the Gabaldon build and she's really nice but heey, I'm not the boyfriend so I can't really do anything about it especially if my brother told us that wala na talaga. So we all respect that.

5. ENLISTMENT. I had the worst enlistment ever! I was last batch. I'm always part of the last batch. The only time I got into the 1st batch is last sem. I need to enlist all my subjects because I'm on my 3rd year and GAWD, SUPER DUPER FAIL. I nearly cried because all the profs I want and the sched I want are all filled up :( So now, I still don't have Philo and Psy107. I need to go to school tomorrow to enlist again. I REALLY HOPE I CAN FIX IT :( The only Philo prof left when I enlisted was Fr. David. My brother told me that I'd rather die than take him so yeh. haha! :))

6. SOFITEL OVERNIGHT. I really really love my HS friends so so much. They are the best-est friends you'll ever have :) Since the Vigan trip did not push through, we decided to spend our money here. LOL. A night of wild and laughs was all we had and it was the best.

7. BASAGAN NIGHT. OMg, I had the worst hangover before the Sofitel overnight because of a super wild night of GSM blue and laughtrips. Oh I love you DB's even though you kept on laughing at me that night. LOL. I won't elaborate because I can't remember most of the stuff that happened that night. All I want to say is thank you Josh for the you know what, Kev for the lugaw, Athena&Jane for the pictures(this is sarcastic) and y'all. haha! (I won't post pics because it's too embarrassing)

8. BABY J's 1st BIRTHDAY. WE FINALL SAW HIM. Yehey. Babe, you have the cutest bub. :) I enjoyed the party. The after party was depressing and fun lol. An adventure with Mariz, Drews after and another basagan night with DB's. Haha!

9. RAIN. Yes. I am loving the rain these past few days. I needed it and I am bloggin about it because I love the rain. Especially if you're at home. A hot cup of milo, pandesal and rain is one of my simple joys :)

10. GLEE. Who wouldn't agree that the Season 1 finale was AWESOME. The Journey medley, Bohemian Rapsody, Rachel&Finn, Puck&Quinn, Somewhere over the rainbow and Don't stop believing was THE BOMB.

So yeh, that's it. I want to rant more but it's 12:25 in the morning and I need to enlist later. UGH. Plus I'm too lazy to blog more. I dunno, I'm being lazy again these past few days. I think it's the weather. HMM.

K BYEEEE! :)

What my life would be

Last exam for Developmental Psychology is tomorrow, which I think I will be failing again LOL, and I was reviewing for this exam since yesterday. I started reading from Adolescence to Late Adulthood and then death. While reading, I started to think about my life: what has been, what is happening and what will be in the future.

I may have the biggest family in the world lol. but I still love them and I am so thankful for having them. Last Monday, we had a family dinner. It was an advance birthday celebration of my mom since Kuya Justine will be in Palawan for two weeks. My mom wanted to celebrate her birthday with all of her children present so we celebrated it before Kuya Justine left. It was times like this that I miss so much. SRSLY, when your brothers get married, life will be so so so different. I seldom see them even if they just live nearby. Their priorities are different now so do not bug them when they are busy lol. I just miss everything and everyone.

I am also thankful with all the friends I met and have with me right now. I know I have the best-est friends in the world. My HS friends where I can be my craziest. My college friends who stays with me every day when I am sabaw and sabog. My YFC peeps who I can run to if I want to tambay or just want someone to talk to. I may not be the best-est friend a person may ever have but I know that I can be a good friend who won't stab you in the back. Every moment with my friends will forever be cherished and remembered. ♥
A month and a day from now, I will be turning 20. Yes, I have been living for 2 decades already and boy, do I feel old. :| I am in college, I have friends, I love my family and I think I am sure of who I am. I go with the flow, try out new things, tries to set my priorities straight and go out with my friends a lot. I am happy... Well not really super happy but I am sort of contented with what I have and who I have. Although some parts are missing and I have regrets from the past, I still love my life and I will continue to love it till I die.
So this is my life now. This is what I have and who I have. Am I happy? YES. VERY. This is now, but DevPsy made me think what about tomorrow or 5 years from now? When I reach adulthood, will I be this happy? A part of me is scared of what will happen. What if I became alone and single for the rest of my life? Then I won't get through Erikson's Intimacy vs Isolation stage lol. Or what if I get married but is unhappy, will I go for a separated life with my husband? Or or or, how about my children? How many will I have or will I even have some? GRABE. :| All this thinking makes me crazy lol!
When I reach late adulthood (or if I reach late adulthood), will I be widower or will I get my dream of growing old with the one I love? (ok, that sounded really cheesy haha)

But anyways, life has so much to offer to me and I realized that I should grab every opportunity I am faced with so that I can maximize my time here on earth. So I think I should now stop thinking about all this shiznit and should start focusing on studying again haha!

K, 1 day before all this stress ends. I am just excited so yes, I will stop thinking about the future and just live and enjoy with my present. YEHEY.

The night-before-hell-week-starts-again :)

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Last night, March 13 was a very fun night! It was all about booze, gossip, friendship, food and love ♥! :) I met up with Marlo at around 6:30 in Gateway to look for an Italian restaurant where we could eat. ;) We ended up in Cibo because I don't really have enough money for Italianis haha! Anyways, we stayed there in Cibo for like 2 hours! =))) We were talking about a lot of things and we were laughing a lot.. A lot meaning A LOT! Lol. (Edwardnotyetavampire Cullen for the win! =)) )

We left Cibo at around 9 then nag-ayos ng sarili sa CR. LOL. LRT then cab to LGV. More laughtrip session and OMg, I hate you taxi driver for driving too fast and too weird. I was so dizzy. :| And you are asking too much! DUUH, kaya nga may metro yung taxi diba? KAINEZ much? Anyways, we arrived David's house and we saw Buh&Marie outside. YIHEEE ♥! :))

TR Represent: Marlo and I! We were the only blockmates who could make it. Anyways, I had a lot of fun with drunk Buh and Marie :)) Had some shots then left. lol.

So Kuya Justine picked me up at LGV then he brought me to Anjo's place at Northview 1. Everybody was outside when I arrived and they welcomed me warmly. Aww, I missed you all. It's been a long time since I saw these ladies that is why I missed them so so much. ♥

I arrived there kind of tipsy so sorryyyy! Anyways, more booze. Yes, i drank more and more because I was enjoying every single minute because of the stress and sleepless nights I will be having this coming 2 weeks. :( So after drinking, I went out with Patlo and Abi because I want to make chismis with them about a lot of stuffs. I just want to let everything out so I did and yes, I am not alone. LOVE YOUUU PATLO AND ABI!

Because my brother is drunk again, he again does not know what he is doing anymore so we Pat, Abi, Arkie, Lady and I are sitting on the gutter far away from Anjo's house and Kuya Jim suddenly arrived holding a bottle of San Mig Light. I don't know how it started because I was too dizzy or I just don't really care so I left with Abi because she was also having problems with ze boyfriends :)) Next thing I know, Lady called me and told me that Patlo and Kuya Jim are fighting so I ran to them and stopped them before Patlo can punch Kuya Jim. LOL. =)) =)) =)) So we went father away from Anjo's house and just stayed on Jade corner Chrystolite(?) street. Yehey! haha. We stayed there for a long time and just talked until Patlo calms down.

So yes, that night was full of drama. I hate it. lol. But still I had fun and I still love the people who made that night AWESOME! We had a roadtrip to Congressional because of Agi then Dex brought us home. Yehey, thanks thanks.

So yes, that was my night before hell starts again. I should be writing my paper but here I am updating my blog because I want to.. LOL. or not, I am just procrastinating! =)) Oh well.

CHEERS AND GOODLUCK TO EVERYBODY WHO ARE HAVING HELL WEEKS TOO. WE CAN ALL DO THIS. 2 MORE WEEKS AND SUMMER, HERE WE COOOOOOOMEEE ♥!

Okay, I'm gonna rant about my first few days of classes. I kinda missed going to school but not so much. haha! :)) I missed my TR blockmates. I missed my C2 blockmates too. Okay, I'm just gonna tell stuff about some interesting stuff that happened during my first week of classes. Everyday, I ride with the morning people (Kuya TJ, Ate Joy, Kuya Mark, Kuya Jim and Gladys) so that I won't commute and sayang sa gas kung magpapahatid pa ako, so I'd rather be early for school. Good thing I'm with Kuya Mark. Anyways, prepare yourself for my rants.

First Day: I have Sci10 at 9:30 and Foreign Lang at 12:30. I was in school at 6:30 because our car's coding so we have to leave early. UHH. Talk about excited?? NOT! ;)
Sci10, I'm classmates with Jeki, Anais, Patlo and some C2 people. My prof's kinda boring and imagine having a class with 76 classmates.Yes, it's a really big class and good luck on my concentration.
Foreing Lang, I find this very interesting. I would really love to learn Italian and Sir Yap asked us, "Why did you choose Italian as your FLC?" I answered, "I want to go to Italy someday" haha! I will! ;)
So usually, the first meetings are all about syllabi and rules. SO hello early dismissal.

Second Day: I have Histo, Econ, PSY103 and PSY104. Yes, my TTh days are hell! First class at 9:00 and Last class at 3:00 so I'm kinda at school the whole day.
Histo, OMg.. Manaois is the best. He's now my favorite teacher! He's so funny. ;) Get him as Histo prof and I bet you won't regret it. Promise.
Eco, kung anong kinasaya ng HI18 class ko.. Eco is the opposite. I don't really like big classes because I can't concentrate. Oh well. I can't say much because I day dreamt most of the time he was talking :))
PSY103, Bel classes are not fun at all. =/ That building is SO FAR. Hassle sa muscle mhen. Anyways, I'm with my C2 blockmates and I'm classmates with Kim G and Gloria! Aww, it's my first time having a Holy batchmate classmate. I missed that. My prof's was okay. Neutral about her but Henna told me they love Ma'am Liwag. We'll see about that.
PSY104, rules pa rin. It's my first class where she asked us to introduce ourselves. Haha! We introduced ourselves and filled out this line: I've never ____. Drinking game? haha! Interesting. I think I'll like her. Early dismissal, yehey!
I went to the PE dept after to fix my PE fee refund and they told me I don't need to load rev coz I did not enlist for any PE classes. ARGH the registrar.

Third Day: OMg, Sci10 was super boring. =/ And I'm not really a morning person so waddup? UGH. Oh well, I survived lol. I was with Marlo during my break. After eating at the caf, we went to Sec walk and saw Kring. After a few minutes of sitting, my EX CRUSH (Oo, hindi ko na talaga siya crush) passed by and went back and went back. Haha! Labo! So he passed by us 3 times and on the 3rd time, he sat on the benches on our front left(haha, LABO!!! :)) ). So I had a great view lol. Too bad I don't crush him anymore. LOL.
Ooh, Italian class was so interesting. He discussed some of the rules he did not mention before. After he's finished, he told us that he'll speak Italian for the next minutes.. and he did. NOSEBLEED mhen! haha. But amazingly, I understood some of the words and I learned some Italian words. Yey! I know how to ask What's your name, Where do you live and all the other shiznit. LOL. I dunno how to spell those words so yea! haha :)) Basta, I think this will be very interesting.

Fourth Day: I was so so so tired after this day. I dunno why lol. Maybe because I have 4 1 and a half hour classes. All the four subjects started discussing so I was so tired. Especially in Eco.. I was SO BORED. I swear. =/ Dev Psych was kinda boring too... uhh. I am now starting to hate TTh. =/
Except for Histo, yey! History=His Story. Wala raw kwenta mga babae. LOL.
Anyways, nothing really special happened today so I'll stop here. Haha. Happy Birthday Isay! :)

I think this sem will be very interesting and tiring. Good luck to all of us.
So, how was your first week? :)

Hello blogger friends. I think I have been abandoning my blog for 2 months already. So I'm gonna update this now. Haha. A lot has been happening to me these past few weeks and the internet was just fixed yesterday. Again, i'll just enumerate stuffs that has been happening to my life since I am bored and I am on a semi-sembreak mode already :) Game. I'll fix the events by
dates. :))

1. AUGUST 28- Marianne&TJ's 2 years anniversary

Super late. SORRY Marianne. Flood all over ADMU, walang trike and I can't walk coz of the flood. Anyways, it was fun. Best part: FREE FOOD. YEHEY. Sana magtagal pa kayong dalawa. I love you both and M&M :) Played in Shakey's Fun Zone after. Basketball fail.


2. AUGUST 29- PE Midterms

Super failure. I was home alone the whole day. :( Taxi to ADMU, dressed up with Shek at the Univ Dorm, walked to Starbucks, waited for Nicki. Yehey. HASSLE tong PE na toh =/ Umabot kami hanggang 2nd round lang ng Samba and Chacha :) I love my PE classmates. WOHOOO. Nicki and her partner won! CONGRATS.
Btw, i FAILED PE =)) =)) together with more than half of the class! :)) :)) Mam Adora showed us our class standings last Wednesday, I got 37 out of 100 =)) So we are all going to the Finals party on Saturday worth P350!!!! =/ Oh well, i hope it will be fun :)

3. SEPTEMBER 11- Kuya Tj's House Blessing

Yehey to Kuya TJ's new house! I love it. It's so nice and simple. House blessing's at 4. Dinner with family then Movie night for us girls and inuman night for them boys :) It was also a photoshoot moment for us girls with Sining! :))

4. SEPTEMBER 12- North B Comeback

It feels good going back to YFC events. Although I don't know a lot of people anymore :( No more familiar faces from the different clusters. I miss those times :( Oh well, it's still nice that I am with my F2 family. I love being with them.

5. SEPTEMBER 13- Cheerdance Compet

OMeffinG. CONGRATS ADMU. I so love youuu Babble. Ang galing galing niyo. You left me speechless and in awe after they announce the winners. 2nd place is great.. 1st losers haha. Anyways, I went with Gladys & Kristhul. Scalper moment. Funny haha. :)) Oh well, congrats too UP & FEU.

6. SEPTEMBER 25- RIB concert

Ang HAWT niyong lahat. I went with Kristhul. Marlow gave us her reserved seats. I was beside Smile and Cheska too. :) Parang I want to dance again for fun. haha. SORRY for the fail video. It's on my multiply. The Skecher's piece was SUPER WOW! :)

------ ONDOY -------

7. SEPTEMBER 29- Surprise for Jeysi

We surprised Jessie at Trinoma. It was so funny, para kaming paparazzi. Being with M&M is so so so fun. I love them to bits, I swear. I was so so tired this day because I came from GK Sitio Ruby for volunteer work. It was super biglaan that's why I am not prepared. I don't have any money so I have to ask Ter for money haha. POOR. After Jeysi and Owgie left, Patice and Rhea had their haircut. Yey.

8. SEPTEMBER 30- Volunteer, In My Life

We were suppose to volunteer for SHS but unfortunately, overmanned everywhere. So we just dropped the old clothes then went to surprise Rhea since she can't go out that day. We ate lunch there then went to Trinoma. Yehey! We were supposed to watch 2 movies but the time slot's did not fit our schedule. NAKS :)) So we just watched In my life :)) Na sobrang tawang tawa ako. Si Ter kasi :)) :)) The day could have been better if I have no dysmenorrhea. :(

9. OCTOBER 8- BACK 2 BACK CHAMPS.
OMgosh. After 20 years, ADMU won back to back again. :) I cried after the game, I was just so happy that time and sad that I can't watch live. This was my sick week =| Oh well, at least our flat screen's back. haha. Basta, I am so happy about this win but nothing beats 2002 pa rin. :)) That was Rabbeh, Nonoy and JAI's last game :( I will miss them..:( It was a good game, congrats to UE too. You did great.. especially Espiritu, i still hate you for the alley-oop you did on the 2nd game =/ HAHA.

10. OCTOBER 10- BACK 2 BONFIRE :)
After GK Expo, I went to ADMU. I looked for Marianne and boy, there were a lot of drunk and old people :)) It was fun, at least there's no MUD compared to last year's bonfire. Thanks Marianne for the wonderful experience and to TJ for being the best 3rd wheel ever! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :))

Okay. AYUN. Ow and 2 of my BEST-EST week happened on the past few months too. :) I don't want to elaborate but it was HAPPY HAPPY :) Ooh, I should really find a new crush already. I SWEAR.

What my planner looks like during my HAPPY weeks.