Thursday, December 8, 2011

Love actually and its effect on me

Love Actually, Adele and The Script has one thing in common... it brings back everything I have been trying to keep. This issue about being single, love and heartbreaks. I had a share of each of these things and it just makes everything so hard.

I tripped, stumbled down and fell off the ground. I went crazy, gaga, stupid. I shouldn't have but I did. I promise not to make the same mistake again but every time it happens, I forget everything I promised. It has been a cycle, a cycle I really want to break. A cycle I want to get out of. I'm tired and hurt, at the same time. I'm lost.

I just want one thing... TO BE LOVED, what more could I ask for? I want life to become much easier with someone that would be beside me on every stupid mistake I'll do and who would love me for all the trips and falls I'll make. I just don't want to give up on love, even if I'm feeling that love has given up on me.

I still want to wait, to fight, to believe that love is actually all around...