Super LOSER ako when it comes to movies with death in it or something really devastating/tragic(usually romantic movies).
I cried over Windstruck, If Only, A walk to remember, Raising Helen etc. And would you believe, TARZAN. lol. That's how LOSER i am. Okay, so i wrote this blog because I am watching One Tree hill Season 6, Episode 3. I don't wanna spoil anything for the sake of those who will watch it. So yea, to those who know.. it's really sad. I started crying so hard(with sipon and hagulgol talaga) when they visited *toot's* family. I know the feeling of losing someone you love and I felt sad for the little brother. Waaaa. He's so cute(with Jamie) but you really can see how sad he is. Aww. The mom was.. yea, strong, faithful and all. Aww talaga.
"I didn't know *toot*. I guess now i never will." :(
"Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't you anymore? If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react?"
"THERE'S NOTHING ROMANTIC ABOUT DEATH. Grief is like the ocean, it's deep and dark and bigger than all of us and pain is like a thief in the night, it's quiet, persistent, unfair."
So I really hate death. It tops my fear list.(#2 is cockroaches.lol.) It's losing someone FOREVER. It's also the time when you'll think about your what ifs and I hate it. Regrets sucks. HAHA. I know that death will bring your loved ones to Papa Jesus(hehe.) and his/her presence is still there but it's different when you can be with the person physically. Oh well, enough! HAHA, I'm still crying but i think i cried more when Keith died. I LOVE KEITH! :( hehe.
Ooh, sakto ang entry ko sa All Saint's and All Soul's Day :)