My life is such a blur since the breakup. Fcuk Murphy's law. Everything is just going wrong. After the breakup, I've been really uninspired to work. No motivation at all to finish what I planned on doing. Then this family issue suddenly came out of nowhere (The worst family issue we had in years). Plus, the being alone at the house is not helping at all. It just really sucks when all these are happening and you're lonely.
Maybe I just miss him, being there when I want to forget and just be happy. I just miss his company which I won't have anymore. It's times like this that I want someone to be there to hold my hand. But yeah, I have to deal this alone but I have God on my side so I better get through this fast :) I'm just not really good with changes (very abrupt, mind you) so I'm still adjusting with the breakup then family thing.
Storms don't last forever. I just hope my storm will subside faster because sometimes, I just can't deal with it anymore.